I'm back blogger ^^

I'm disappear for a period,

 Now I'm back to you again my sweetie blogger,

Is time to update my blog,

For these last few months I had gone through a lot of things,

It has grown me up through this society and learn about humanity,

No matters we are facing work issues, family, friendship or relationship,

We need to learn to take and give it back when it is the time,

Don't feel sad or regret for something has gone,

Because God is doing his task to complete our life,

He try to find the best for us,

Don't blame when it is gone from our hand,

Turn back and say I'm lucky to let you go away from me,

You do not know how to appreciate and grab the opportunity to improve it,

Is you choose to give up and show your true face to me,

Don't even try to backstabber people,

Saying bad about other if you do not know about anything,

I feel shame on you right now,

From what you had done and did,

I never saying anything about it,

Thanks GOD showing me the right way and escape from something bad,

I'm looking forward toward my life,

I hold on my principles,

Everyone has different life and don't ever complain about other,

I not you and you not me,

 Moving with my spirit ,

Always hold with positive thinking and attract those good things,

I just believe it,

It really happened once awhile,

When I really looks forward and no matter how hard it is,

I still standing to achieve and hold it.

The jealousy feeling is gone,

I won't be sad anymore for you,

There wont have any chances.

That is me...

Goodbye and welcome to the new journey...

I could said goodbye to you,

Everything is just a dream and memories to me,

Is just a passed by to my life,

I need to walk alone for my own journey start from this month,

Everything will change start from now,

Focus on my permanent and second career as well,

There are more challenging in my life,

Have a nice day with parents and friends,

Protect myself from any hurts,

Why is so complicated if u just want a simple one?

Different people have different thinking..

One person has born with their own characters,

Once another person appear in their life,

There will two mind stick together and different characters have appear,

Need to communicate well and understand,

Sometimes one of them should awareness of what the other person don't like,

If always mention about your past,

It'll hurt the other person feeling,

Human is just so weird,

When you're found someone in your life,

But there will have some conflicts in between,

Have some time with friends and space can let both of them cool down,

Never forget that is my family always cheer me up,

My friends had done some touched things that i can't forgot at all,

Just let it be and be nature,

Be myself all the while.

Just appear in my life...

This year CNY have given me a lot of problems and happiness.

HP was spoiled, sport shoes has been stolen and knee pain.

but HE was just appear in my life.

Has cheers up my days in 1st CNY and have a night view.

knowing each other and keep bullying also..

Time has let's us to know each other and understand more..

Thanks that u just walk in my life with full of laughter, positive thinking and appreciate your

understanding,

<3

X'mas just around us...

Why i didn't feel anything?

Everyone is waiting for the count down but I don't feel it,

Just plan want to clean up my room and wash car,

What a  funny plans from me,

I'm getting lazy to celebrate x'mas,

From last year till this year never plan for it,

Just nothing for me at all,

What happen to me,

Everyone is busy for tomorrow function or busy to plan where should we goes,

I just want at home or hang with close frens,

I need to admit that I don't have the spirit already,

Nothing special or romance for me,

Lonely X'mas..

Continue..

Why it can't disappear from me,

Makes me turn around and around,

I'm back to old situation,

It's just never ends,

Just follow my heart and sense to go through it,

No matter how hard or difficult,

Just accept it and be strong,

No matter's how it is,

At least we had go through the process,



Wish that we are never so closer before..

After think twice and decided that it is a good choice,

Never contact each other so much,

Less knowing your personal matters,

Just be myself and walks through the journey silently,

I won't forget you,

You had made a footprint in my mind and heart,

Just refresh back it,

It is sweet memories that we never forget,

Maybe this is our fate and luck,

Maintain as Friend is a good choice,

From any complicated relationship,

TATU

It likes a TATU inside my heart ,

Cannot simply remove it away anymore,

Using remover or polish up also no use,

It's time to grab it,

At least I won't regret after tried it,

Just be naturally and right timing,

Good Luck my friend.

<3

New Journey Gonna Start Soon Stay Tunes...:)

Today, I'm finishing mine last paper for my degree study,

I known that I gonna said GOODBYE my student life,

Welcome to the working life :),

Think it in positive ways and alot of happiness is waiting for me to grab it,

Just can't believed that time passed so fast,

Now is early of June 2011,

What gonna happen soon??

Just curiousing man,

Today went to an interview and thinking of it,

Just slowly find it and pick the want I like the most,

There are some unforgettable moments gone through with those bestie,

This year we had gone through alot of awesome moments together that can't removes from my memories,

Loves the way u're right now and loves the make-up <3,

Girl..I really appreciates our friendship all this while,

We had shared out our thinking and make some improvement to be great ^^,

baby saw is the girl born on 13th Aug, the day after me,

We really gone through those crazy days in college together,

She willing to help us whenever we need her..Woot bestie,

Weee...this is my lovely dear"ling ling"'

I damn appreciate our Friendship from diploma until now,

U really UNDERSTAND me well <3'

My pretty nai nai,

Thanks for everythings and ur support,

U have brings alot of joys to my life,

Mickey...miss u alot..

After u get work are been invisible de..

She is a lovely and just the way she are and really comfortable when with u,

Mum..thanks alot coz u had changed my life,

I really appreciate that and sorry coz sometimes bad temper,

But my heart is soft when thinking of u,

I really want said thanks to u and hug u again but feels shy..

MUACKZ...

Just Want To Be Alone Without Any Heart Beeps....

Just want to be myself,

Without any worries,

Without any burdens,

Without any hurts,

Just want to focus on my study,

Must pass all the subjects,

Must graduated,

Must work harder and study smart,

Here I come,

Just want together with my buddies,

They're mine truth friends,

They won't hurts me,

They wont lie or let me down,

They're the person will cheers me up,

They're person very important to me,

Just want to be alone without any heart broke,

Never accept or think of the word "IF",

Just be straight to ask better,

It wont be that hurt and just let it goes forever,

I'm listening to your blog songs,

It is cheer me up nai,

Your songs always up to date,

It suit our mood at night,

It's just a dream ..

It comes too fast and goes too fast also,

It seems like a dream for me,

Now, I'm woke up from the dream,

Everything like a fairytale story,

We must wake up when it's time,

Maybe like Cinderella fairytale story,

Fall for it, 

Wish that it will become true to us,

In the end it is just a dream for us,

If you still didn't wake up,

You will get hurt deeply one day,

But I will keep as a sweet dream for me,

I'm back to normal NANA,

Laugh, Crazy, Jump here and there,

My brain just focus on study at the moment,

Going to graduate soon,

Going to Australia for my degree convocation,

I'm so excited about it,

Wish that my beloved families and friends with me at that time,

All the best for myself!!!!!  

Glad's that I knowing you all...

Glad that I knowing you all girls,

Nai..you have brighten up my moods and life's when I was lost direction or moody,

Always accompany me when I needed you,

Really fun when talking with you,

Having tea time and dinner with you,

Chatting all the time with you,

Thanks that you always advice me and dragged me back to right path,

Sisi...you're the person helping me when I need some helps,

Always accompany me when I'm boring,

Thanks to your ears that willing to hear me ngam cham so much,

But really fun sometimes let you scold,

Do you that when u scolding someone also so sweet and pretty??

Really fun go fitness class with you,

Let continue it and achieve our goals babe,

Become hot chick soon,

hahahahaha...

Ling ling...you're my sweetie from diploma until now,

Every weekend will come to find you,

People thought we're LES,

Gosh...but really nice mix with you,

Crazy with you and dating with you as well,

Together kap the couples and people around us,

HAHAHAHA,

Hope that yesterday can gives some sweet memories,

Happy Birthday babe,

Thanks that I knew you girls,

Somehow, you girl is my motivation and changing my life,

I'm still who am I,

Let's party again..

Hohoho...

My mood is ON again....

Yeah!!!My studies and love moods are ON,

Feels like in FIRE tonite,

Sounds so crazy about myself,

Maybe I'm too free or lost in direction after searching information whole day,

I has one subject name as Service in Marketing,

Coming two weeks need present it,

Me and my group-mate (Erin) has picked Shangri-la Hotel as our topic,

It's not that easy as we think coz need alot of research,

I spent whole day to read  Shangri-la website ,

Trying my best to complete this assessment ASAP,

It makes me HEADACHE, 

By this week must complete it,

Gonna think in positive ways and saturday can celebrate frens birthday,

Woohoo...I'm waiting for that day,

Anyway, my heart is getting fire right now,

Everyday is thinking of this and that,

I don't like the waiting feeling,

Missing every single moments and minutes,

Sounds so deep but not really,

It myself makes it so confusing,

Although my brain keep thinking of it but still concentrate on my study,

Keeps advice myself this and that,

But it's hard to do it man,

I'm like a wind,

Later feels happy, sad and EMO!!!!!

Am I crazy or out of control????

hahaha....That is me,

See see see,

I'm doing assignment but come to my blog and wrote non-stop,

OK..I stop until here..

Heartbite

It's quite long time I didn't updated my blog already,

Last 4 months I was goes for working when I was holiday,

I worked as sales coordinator and sales assistant,

I has gained a lot of experience and skills from jobs,

In working field, it's really not same as study life,

We need to be responsible and careful with every single work we does,

Once we doing something wrong, it will affect the company procedure and system,

I had learnt how to be more commitment to company, discipline myself and trying my best to complete mine work tasks,

It's totally not that easy as you guys think,

We must looks on people faces and mood,

Learn how to communicate with customers (those are maintenance and engineer managers),

How to build good relationship with colleagues and boss as well,

My company is related to engineering things and I never touched about it,

But ,I had knew what is this and that and will keep it on my mind,

I believe that it will helps me in the future,

Now, I already stopped to work and jobless,

NEED SOME PART TIME JOB,

who can recommend me????

By the way, heart gets bitting by someone already,

I do not know when is it happen,

It just come that sudden after knew each other for few months,

We're messaging and chatting with each other everyday,

But there was some changes these few days,

We're less contacting with each other as previous,

Is it busy with study or I think too much??

No one can answer it,

I trying to let it go and back to normal me,

Somehow, there is a strong feeling told me that hold it for a moment,

Anyway, I can't ignore the feeling come with me,

I'm missing the him and my hp message ring tone,

I wish that is him,

We everyday contact with each other but just few message,

WHAT HAPPEN IN BETWEEN???

I do not know about it,

This feeling everyday makes me in confusing moods,

Whatever I do will influence by it,

I really loss my mind and not under control anymore,

Feels like getting bitting by ants,

Hope that this weekend got some changes or chances to meet up,

Should I think positive to hold it,

Or I should think in negative way and let it goes like that???

Or I think too much already??

If after few days or weeks, still in same situation,

I know why and let it goes,

Just believe that FRIENDSHIP forever, <3

2nd part of my working life..

Last sat is company annual dinner..
It held at E & O hotel..
I'm enjoying the foods so much and build better relationship with colleagues..
We also exchange gifts together and lucky draw..
Already one week at there..
But i still need to learn alot and capture it faster..
Korean people quite requires also..
Must be careful with our works and remind my sales people..
Ops...hope that this coming two months company able to achieve the target..
Then can go Pulau Redang plays de..
Haha....My korean colleagues always import korean snack and we can eat together also.
It's quite different from M'sia snacks because it is less salty and ajinamoto..
haha...

7-12-2010 is my memorable days...

Ya...today i goes to work at a korea company..
That's my choice and get it..
At last, i able to settle down current company stuff.
I appreciate the chances and opportunities given to me..
But i prefer my favorite company and work...
Too excited...
will continue soon for the 1st day..

I'm excited ^^

Today I'm going for my 1st interview..
That's really nervous and excited..
When walk in to the company feels nervous and going to the meeting room,
I'm waiting the interviewer for a moment...
Ya...he is coming..
He told me that he is KOREAN people..
Wow..so surprise but he has a fluent english..
The first things he ask me how to pronoun mine name..
He asking me alot of stuffs and suddenly a call from his customers..
His customer's from Korea and he speaking in Korean language so fluent..
After that, continue the interview again..
I'm applying workshop coordinator and the interviewer asking me..
" Do you interested become Sales Coordinator"?
Then i telling him that I'm interested also if giving this opportunity..
Hopefully can success in this interview because i love this jobs so much..
I can learn something new...

Study mood please come back to me....

 Ops...today seems so lazy to revision for my last paper.
 Next week wed is my last paper for my second last sem and moodiness.
 How to make myself back to study mood and fight for last paper??
 Whole days keeps onlining and watching tv and lazy to see my notes at all..
 Although my notes is beside me only...Owh......
 Must forcing myself already...Tonite must start revision for few pages..
 Have any ideas or suggestions to make our self more motivation??
 Business Ethnics not an easy subject to study coz need to apply right approaches to explain it...Anyway, I'm excited to go back my dance world..
 There is the place let myself relax and forgot those bad or sad moods...
 After exam going to dance non-stop and improves myself..
 Hope can do whatever i wishes...I want to slim down to medium size me,
 I want to pass the dance exam and get the cert after than no need to
 worries anymore...Haha....I wish to have a good job for this holiday...
            Anyone want to hire me for 3 months???
               Really headache and out of ideas...

Exam MOOD...

Still left one days half to do my last revision for Monday exam. So fast the time flies away. This week i'm busy with my family stuffs and a lot of bad news is floated me like mountain but luckily i able to manage my emotion back to normal and continue fight for my final exam. This time not really prepared well but i'm trying my best to do it. Although sometimes don't have the right mood to do my revision but still forcing myself to complete it or keeps reading it. I don't want regret after that, at least i'm trying my best to complete it. Now just started my Monday paper revision and totally don't have much time to wasted anymore and need keep focusing and concentrate but i can't make it. Really wish all the best for myself and fellow classmates that taking the exam with me.

Ops....my stomach start groowling de...

Ops...my mum is cooking instant noodles and makes me feel hungry right now...The smell is nice and really me make more hungry..Now on diet program can't simply eat rice or noodles but can eat those fruits, vege and organic stuffs..wuwu...But want to achieve my wants...I needs to control and said to myself  "I'm going to slim down at least back to normal body". Gogogogo nana...U can make it..I want to wear back those pretty clothes and dress..Haha...Childish rite...


Thinking of yummy fried chicken and my favorite noodles...Think doesn't mean that i want to eat right now..After loss some weight just have it...hehe...Tonight had a great dinner with my buddy..feels great coz she fetch me and accompany her awhile..Tmr must revision more than tonight...Must keep remind myself exam is COMING......No more watching Tv non-stop and let's myself in mood.....

Must goes buy some biscuit and drinks keeps at home de...Now dun have milo at home and makes me cant drink and eat also..Let's fight for this exam and will pass all subjects...haha...