Heartbite

It's quite long time I didn't updated my blog already,

Last 4 months I was goes for working when I was holiday,

I worked as sales coordinator and sales assistant,

I has gained a lot of experience and skills from jobs,

In working field, it's really not same as study life,

We need to be responsible and careful with every single work we does,

Once we doing something wrong, it will affect the company procedure and system,

I had learnt how to be more commitment to company, discipline myself and trying my best to complete mine work tasks,

It's totally not that easy as you guys think,

We must looks on people faces and mood,

Learn how to communicate with customers (those are maintenance and engineer managers),

How to build good relationship with colleagues and boss as well,

My company is related to engineering things and I never touched about it,

But ,I had knew what is this and that and will keep it on my mind,

I believe that it will helps me in the future,

Now, I already stopped to work and jobless,

NEED SOME PART TIME JOB,

who can recommend me????

By the way, heart gets bitting by someone already,

I do not know when is it happen,

It just come that sudden after knew each other for few months,

We're messaging and chatting with each other everyday,

But there was some changes these few days,

We're less contacting with each other as previous,

Is it busy with study or I think too much??

No one can answer it,

I trying to let it go and back to normal me,

Somehow, there is a strong feeling told me that hold it for a moment,

Anyway, I can't ignore the feeling come with me,

I'm missing the him and my hp message ring tone,

I wish that is him,

We everyday contact with each other but just few message,

WHAT HAPPEN IN BETWEEN???

I do not know about it,

This feeling everyday makes me in confusing moods,

Whatever I do will influence by it,

I really loss my mind and not under control anymore,

Feels like getting bitting by ants,

Hope that this weekend got some changes or chances to meet up,

Should I think positive to hold it,

Or I should think in negative way and let it goes like that???

Or I think too much already??

If after few days or weeks, still in same situation,

I know why and let it goes,

Just believe that FRIENDSHIP forever, <3