Monday, March 28, 2011

My mood is ON again....

Yeah!!!My studies and love moods are ON,
Feels like in FIRE tonite,
Sounds so crazy about myself,
Maybe I'm too free or lost in direction after searching information whole day,
I has one subject name as Service in Marketing,
Coming two weeks need present it,
Me and my group-mate (Erin) has picked Shangri-la Hotel as our topic,
It's not that easy as we think coz need alot of research,
I spent whole day to read  Shangri-la website ,
Trying my best to complete this assessment ASAP,
It makes me HEADACHE, 
By this week must complete it,
Gonna think in positive ways and saturday can celebrate frens birthday,
Woohoo...I'm waiting for that day,
Anyway, my heart is getting fire right now,
Everyday is thinking of this and that,
I don't like the waiting feeling,
Missing every single moments and minutes,
Sounds so deep but not really,
It myself makes it so confusing,
Although my brain keep thinking of it but still concentrate on my study,
Keeps advice myself this and that,
But it's hard to do it man,
I'm like a wind,
Later feels happy, sad and EMO!!!!!
Am I crazy or out of control????
hahaha....That is me,
See see see,
I'm doing assignment but come to my blog and wrote non-stop,
OK..I stop until here..

Friday, March 25, 2011

Heartbite

It's quite long time I didn't updated my blog already,
Last 4 months I was goes for working when I was holiday,
I worked as sales coordinator and sales assistant,
I has gained a lot of experience and skills from jobs,
In working field, it's really not same as study life,
We need to be responsible and careful with every single work we does,
Once we doing something wrong, it will affect the company procedure and system,
I had learnt how to be more commitment to company, discipline myself and trying my best to complete mine work tasks,
It's totally not that easy as you guys think,
We must looks on people faces and mood,
Learn how to communicate with customers (those are maintenance and engineer managers),
How to build good relationship with colleagues and boss as well,
My company is related to engineering things and I never touched about it,
But ,I had knew what is this and that and will keep it on my mind,
I believe that it will helps me in the future,
Now, I already stopped to work and jobless,
NEED SOME PART TIME JOB,
who can recommend me????


By the way, heart gets bitting by someone already,
I do not know when is it happen,
It just come that sudden after knew each other for few months,
We're messaging and chatting with each other everyday,
But there was some changes these few days,
We're less contacting with each other as previous,
Is it busy with study or I think too much??
No one can answer it,
I trying to let it go and back to normal me,
Somehow, there is a strong feeling told me that hold it for a moment,
Anyway, I can't ignore the feeling come with me,
I'm missing the him and my hp message ring tone,
I wish that is him,
We everyday contact with each other but just few message,
WHAT HAPPEN IN BETWEEN???
I do not know about it,
This feeling everyday makes me in confusing moods,
Whatever I do will influence by it,
I really loss my mind and not under control anymore,
Feels like getting bitting by ants,
Hope that this weekend got some changes or chances to meet up,
Should I think positive to hold it,
Or I should think in negative way and let it goes like that???
Or I think too much already??
If after few days or weeks, still in same situation,
I know why and let it goes,
Just believe that FRIENDSHIP forever, <3